But why am i always the one who ends up looking? that she also makes me hard but .......

We ended up at my cousin's house after spending the whole night partying. my cousin takes advantage of the fact that i'm asleep like a log to make out with my boyfriend. i love pretending to be asleep on the couch while i watch my boyfriend enjoying himself while my cousin puts his whole cock in his mouth. i am looking forward to joining… will you let me?