His first time in anal sex was with me

I was waiting for him, I knew he was looking forward to it as much as I was, but I did not want to take the step because I was afraid, I had never practiced anal sex and I liked it too much to feel that I was failing, that maybe I was not going to like it. Right there on the stairs I told him what I felt and that I wanted to make love to him, I wanted to be the first person to fuck him and never forget him.